Get Into Houa's Mind

Koj yeej txais tsis tau kuv lub siab li, puas yog? Nyob hauv koj ob lub qhov muag, koj yeej pom kuv tsis muaj ib qhov nqis li, puas yog? Qhia kuv seb, ua neeg nyob, sawv daws tsuas ntshaw txoj kev hlub thiab txoj kev sov siab xwb, vim li cas, koj tsis qhib siab los pom tias kuv hlub koj npaum li cas? Kuv txoj kev hlub koj, kuv muab coj los piav tsis tau ua lus hais. Kuv tsuas paub tias yog koj kom kuv tuag, kuv yeej tuag tau. Yog koj kom kuv khiav mus toob lub ntuj es muab lub hnub uas ci tshaj plaws rau koj, los kuv yeej yuav ua kom tau. Txhua yam hauv kuv lub neej, kuv kav muab tso pov tseg tag nrho, tab si, kuv tsis paub vim li cas kuv tso tsis tau koj tseg. Koj lub siab twb tsis muaj kuv ib qhov me me los zoo li kuv swb kuv lub siab xwb.   Nyob hauv kuv txoj kev npau suav, kuv pom koj luag ntxhi rau kuv. Cia koj lub siab thiab koj lub cev rau kuv ib leeg paub. Kuv tos tsis tau mus pw txhua hmo vim hauv nruab dab, koj thiab kuv wb sib hlub heev. Koj txais kuv txoj kev ...

I promise that from this day forward, I will cherish all of our moments together. Our time spent together is a memory I will place in my mind and I will replay them when I am alone. I am the frame that holds you, a beautiful picture, and will keep it as a remembrance of our love. It will serve as my promise to keep you safe, to protect, and to love you until the day of my death.   Do not think for a moment that death will keep us apart. When I leave, I plan on taking this picture frame of you and I with me where I will spend hours to think of our time spent together on earth as I wait for you to join me. My body will be given to earth, but my heart will be yours forever. You have the most important part of me and there isn’t a doubt from the beginning that it would remain yours forever.   Don’t be afraid, believe in me, believe in us, that we will share an eternity of love, of life, and of promises never to be broken. You and I are bonded together by the gift o...

Lub ntiaj teb nov dav thiab loj tag npaum no, yog tias koj raug mus ua rog rau puag sab ntuj tim ub, yuav yog thaum twg wb mam tau rov sib ntsib dua? Kuv yeej paub tias koj lub neej ua ib tug tub rog, luag kom koj mus, ces koj yuav tau mus raws li luag hais. Tab si, koj thiab kuv wb, niam qhuav los sib sau ua neej xwb. Kuv yuav ua cas tso tau koj mus nrog luag? Koj lub xub ntiaj, kuv tseem pw tsis tau txaus. Koj lub suab luag, kuv tseem xav hnov. Es yuav kom kuv ua ib siab tso koj mus, kuv yuav ua li cas?   Hmo no, yog hmo kawg uas koj thiab kuv yuav tau los nyob ua kev. Lub hnub tuaj tag kis, ces koj yuav sawv kev mus,   ncaim wb lub txhaj niam txiv, cia kuv pw ib leeg ntsiag to. Kuv muab xav li cas, zoo li tsis zoo kuv lub siab li. Vim kuv txoj hmoo los ua ib tug poj niam tub rog, kuv thiaj li yuav tau sawv saib koj mus ntsi thaiv lub teb chaw. Vim kuv xaiv tau txoj kev los hlub nrog koj, kuv thiaj li yuav tau uv kom dhau txoj kev no.   Koj yuav mus ntev npau...

Txawm nws nyuaj npaum twg los, kuv twb ua ib siab los hlub koj. Kuv hais rau kuv tus kheej tias txawm luag yuav nyiam dag li cas los, kuv twb muab kuv lub siab los cog rau koj lawm. Kuv yuav tsis hloov siab rau lus paj lus cua. Kuv yuav xam txog koj ua ntej kuv yuav ua dab tsi; kuv yuav tsis muab koj saib ua dog ua dig. Kuv thiaj li muab tag nrho kuv lub siab, lub ntsws, txoj sia cog rau koj ib leeg. Xav tias yog kuv ua npaum nov, koj yuav ua ib yam rau kuv.   Thawg zaug kuv hnov tias koj dag kuv, kuv muab xav tias tej zaum luag xav kom wb txoj kev hlub puas, es luag lam hais xwb. Zaum ob, kuv lub siab ntxeev siab rau kuv lub hlwb. Nws hais tias yog kuv tsis ceev faj, ces kuv yuav paub kua muag iab. Zaum peb, kuv lub hlwb mam li tau ntaub ces lub siab twb tuag lawm. Thaum zaum plaub ncig los txog, kuv twb yog neeg vwm lawm. Kuv muab xav tias cas kuv hlub koj tshaj ib puas tsav yam, koj tseem ua tau lub siab coob rau kuv thiab.   Kuv tso koj mus, koj tseem tuaj thov ...

Nyob rau hauv kuv lub neej, kuv yeej tsis tau paub txog txoj kev hlub. Kuv xav tias ntshe kuv yuav tsis muaj hnub yuav paub txog txoj kev hlub lwv tus neeg. Kuv yuav tsis muaj txoj hmoo los tau hlub ib tug neeg, yuav tsis paub txoj kev ntshaw ib tug lub xub ntiaj. Txhua hmo, thaum cov hnub qub taws tuaj ci rau saum lub ntuj, kuv xa ib lub suab kom lawv hnov kuv txoj kev ntshaw kev hlub.   Ua cas, tsis ntev xwb, cuag li npau suav, koj txawv los rau hauv kuv lub neej. Koj muab kuv lub ntiaj teb ntxeev tag, ua rau kuv lub siab paub tias kev nco ib leej neeg, nco npaum li ib tug neeg tiv tshuaj yeeb. Kuv mam paub tias thaum kuv raug tus nab kev hlub tom, es mob npaum cas, thiab ua rau kuv tsis nco feeb meem txog sij hawm thiab caij nyoog. Kuv lub siab nov nco txog koj txhua hmo thaum hnub yuav poob rau thaum hnub yuav rov tuaj. Kuv lub taub haus lam pw ntawv ncoo xwb, kuv lub hlwb xav txog koj txhua feeb.   Thaum koj los nyob ze kuv, cuag li lub ntiaj teb muaj wb ob lee...

            “When I die, I will take this heart filled with love with me and know that I have loved someone like you.” Each time I watch “Koo Kum: Sunset at Chaophraya,” I am overcome with sadness and a deep longing of hurt that lingers long after the film is done. It is based on the novel Khu Kam written by Thommayanti that has been made into a lakorn quite a few times. The latest lakorn that aired in 2013 on Channel 5 starred Bie Sukrit Wisedkaew and Noona Neungthida Sopon and was directed by Sant Srikaewlaw.             Bie slipped on the shoes of Kobori, a young Japanese lieutenant, who comes to reside on the land of Thailand and meets Angsumalin, a prejudice Thai girl who is waiting for her lover to return from war. Upon their first meeting by the river, Kobori falls in love with her purity, her beauty, and her strength. She, however, despises him with all of her bei...

Koj los ntsiag tos hauv kuv lub neej, cuag li ib tug npauj npaim ob tug tis ntxuaj nrog cua los tsaws rau ib lub paj. Koj tsis yog los tes qhua, koj los, koj nqa ib txoj kev hlub uas los hlawv kuv lub siab. Thaum kuv hnov kub, kuv mam paub tau tias ua ntej koj, kuv tsis tau paub tias ua neeg nyob zoo li cas. Ua ntej koj, kuv taug kev nrog kuv ob lub qhov muag qhaws es tsis paub tom ntej tom qab. Thaum kuv los paub koj, kuv mam paub tias ua neeg nyob yog zoo li cas tiag tiag.   Txhua yam hauv kuv lub neej muaj nqis vim muaj koj los nrog kuv luag, muaj koj los nrog kuv hais lus. Txawm tias ib puas xyoo yuav dhau mus, los kuv lub siab yuav tsis nrug ntawv koj mus. Txawm ib tiam los, kuv yuav khis koj lub siab nrog kuv nyob kom wb rov los sib nrhiav tau. Kuv thiab koj wb ob lub cev yuav sib nplaum ua kev li hlau kom mus txog hnub kawg vim tias hauv ntiaj teb no, koj yog kuv tus ntsuag kub, kuv tus tav, kuv qhov chaw cia siab.

Two weeks later, Anna woke up with Jedidiah staring at her with love in his eyes. It took some convincing on his part to let her father allow her to return with him. But in the end, her father agreed. And being a man to his words, Jedidiah paid off her father’s debt. She left with Jedidiah a few days later and returned to a glowing Petra who was bearing good news of her own; Hank was going to be a father. The house sang with goodness and happiness for two days straight and it left everyone in a great mood. Being back at home, in his arms, she realized how much she truly loved him. Every part of her knew that without him, she’d cease to live. Now, Anna, almost three months pregnant, was slightly starting to swell in her belly, and Jedidiah loved every inch of it.             “You’re staring,” Anna said blushing.             “I know.”      ...

When Anna woke the following morning, she was alone and the room had gone cold. She dressed in a green gown and pulled her hair into a bun. She came down the stairs and found it to be completely silent. She wandered through the entrance to the kitchen and then out to the garden. She stared at the fountain where just last night Jedidiah had kissed her. She wasn’t sure why he was on her mind today. She should be happy that he was nowhere to be found.             “Are you looking for Jedidiah?” Petra asked.             Anna swung around and found Petra walking toward her with a basket of wild flowers. She was wearing an orange gown with a black shawl around her shoulders. Her black hair was down and it came close to hips.             “Where is he?” Anna asked.          ...

The sun rose with a pink blossom as Anna stepped on sand and stared at the small village before her. It was like a stolen picture from a faraway land. It was filled with small houses built of bricks and orange rooftops. They were built so closely together that you could just walk on the roofs. She heard Maddy panting behind her as the older woman came up to admire the village. Anna took a deep breath and felt the sting of her back. It had been a long night for her and when she stirred from her painful back, she saw Jedidiah at her side asking if she needed anything. As much as she hated the man, she was surprised at how touching he was during her time in need. What surprised her more was that it was him who had ordered the beating to stop. She wasn’t sure confused her more; his charming ways or his teasing looks. But she had no intentions of finding out because once she was healed, she would escape.             Anna took Maddy’...